Well, the this was the first time I saw the surgery they did to my lymphnodes. They have taken out my nodes all the way up to my neck, along with the nerves in my arm pit so can’t feel the side of my chest, part of my back and my arm.
I thought long and hard over whether to publish this picture and some others but as I am trying to show the whole journey I feel it is important to show the reality, the truth and pain of it all.
I am by no means down about this as this is progress, however small it is progress! I am mega happy that something has finally been done to remove this stupid cancer!
This cancer is a massive issue for me now, it is spreading rapidly, hopefully the margins are nice and clear meaning we can start systemic treatment asap.
I am going to do a lot more writing over the next few days as I am in hospital for at least another 4 days.
Much love, thanks for checking stuff out!
Stay real, stay you! Don’t let circumstances change you!