It will come as no surprise that this is becoming a true battle, one the cancer is raging through my body with such ferocity that it is taking over and two it is invading vital parts of my body that no one thought it could within this time scale.
That being said, I am doing everything I can to fight it, the doctors clearly said if I had not come into hospital last Friday and stayed I would without a doubt be dead now.
You are thinking but why Daniel? I will tell you why! Infection, Jaundice, Cancer in my liver and bile duct.
The doctors and surgeons have been trying all week to get this cleared and unblock the duct, to no avail. Numerous procedures have been performed over the last week and the reason I have only posted on instagram and not YouTube is that it hurts to talk sometimes and harder not to be sick.
I am also having some private time with family, adjusting my will and making preparations for the worst. That does not mean I have given up, it simply means I want to take some of the stress out of life and know that everything that I have worked hard to get to is done.
That being said, I wouldn’t have realised just how sick I was unless I had been told. My body has become numb to what is going on, sickness, fatigue and pain. This is just my normal day to day routine now.
I am so grateful for all the wonderful nurses and doctors at the Royal Marsden who work day and night to solve problems and keep me alive, without them I most definitely would not be here now.
I will be posting a video when my throat is back to normal and does not hurt to speak and I don’t have dizziness and strange spells.
For now, much love and I will post some blogs while I am here.
See ya later, ta-ta, buh-bye
