I have fought way too hard for this stupid cancer to win yet! I have a lot to achieve and win at! Seriously some days I don’t want to get up and do what I do but others I just wake up and look at the world and think I’m attacking it with the same veracity as if I was fine!

So, I have set up a new little set at home, comfortable and easy to manage to make a vlog and I will continue to vlog as much as possible and show people what real life for me is life now. How hard things are getting and try get all sides of the story. Get video with friends ask them about me and how they feel and try capture that all important part of my life.

There is no point in living in the past or the future for me now but I can process the now and work towards little wins now and then.

Simply waking up is a blessing sometimes the way I feel when I go to bed.
Anyway here is todays vlog!

About PeeWeeToms

So what's the story? Well in 2015 I was diagnosed with a Sarcomatoid Carcinoma. To say the least it was aweful, I have managed to get through three years now with it coming back with vengance 4 times. On the 29th December 2017 I found it had likely spread. This is my dialogue with myself.

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  1. Good morning from Florida, USA! I thought of the expression “we should live in today” when I read your blog. How true because that is what we have have…just today. I’m 70 yrs old and close to 71. I never dr.eamed I’d live this long. I’ve been blessed with all those years and they flew by. So many days I don’t recall. Many days even now I recall vividly. There’s a voice of acceptance in this blog. And also as usual you’re making the best of another day. You are always in my thoughts. I pray for you and wish things were different. But we don’t have choices in life sometimes. I know you know this. I hope you have a wonderful day in spite of what you are facing. Lots of hugs from me to you and those that love you so dearly, Dan.

  2. Dear Dan,

    A big shout out from The Netherlands!

    I came across your vlogs a few weeks ago.
    Your sincerity, positivity and courage has touched not only me, but also many others around the globe.
    I think you are truly one of the coolest and bravest guys on Youtube.
    I was deeply saddened, when you vlogged about the closure of your trials/experimental treatment.

    I don’t like to say goodbye to people!

    I wish you a safe and peaceful continuation of your journey.

    May God bless you and your beautiful family.

    Keep your head up!

    Kind regards,


  3. What can be said that hasn’t already …take comfort in knowing so many people are going to be with you every step of your journey…what you have done and still doing is brave …it will bring awareness to the fact cancer can touch anyone any age and any time …love peace and pain free daysxxx

  4. Hi Daniel, we feel so good to read you… Do you realize how great you are ? Do you realize the lessons of courage and life you are given to numerous people each day or almost Everyday ? Even if this f…… sickness attacks your body terribly, it will never be able to attack your soul and determination. Seriously, you are an incredible model for all people who read your posts, texts and twits. I pray for you but not as people regularly understand by the notion of pray. I am thinking about a notion of prayer where I try to make a link between the brave man you are and in the same time, how you show to thousands and thousands people how an human be so strong and fight over limits, refuse to close doors and continue to “use” his life over and over and over the vast majority of people do everyday. Do you realize that Daniel. You can be SO PROUD of that, seriously. Heve a nice day and many others days. I hug you…

    (Please forgive the English errors ! I am a francophone living in Québec City and we do not regularly use English here…)

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