Today is the day before my surgery, and honestly I am scared, I am obviously going to be worried. Below is a video of exactly what is going to happen, but further to this a my lymphnodes need to be cut out of my arm pit.

So, my original scar site, biopsy sites and the rest of the areas where masses are growing will be cut out with a clear 2cm margin.

The margin is important as this will hopefully either buy me enough time to find systemic treatment or buy me enough time to get this cancer beated some way!

Trust me I am going to try beat it any way I can!

For me, I have waited almost 3 months for this point, the pain of surgery probably won’t be as painful as what is happening now, so I would think I can bare it pretty well! I am guessing it’s going to be a bit weird, different and I won’t be able to do the robot for a while but who the hell cares ey!

Ohhhh and not to forget the star jumps! The star jumps are massively going to be missed! Also no more fighting, boxing, dips, weights and all the other stuff I love to do!

Life shall prevail though! Life shall prevail! If I play my cards right as well I may even be able to kick this cancers ass into submission!

As always here is to hoping! Here is to loving life!

About PeeWeeToms

So what's the story? Well in 2015 I was diagnosed with a Sarcomatoid Carcinoma. To say the least it was aweful, I have managed to get through three years now with it coming back with vengance 4 times. On the 29th December 2017 I found it had likely spread. This is my dialogue with myself.

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